You know how somethings just go together? You know how somethings are soooo good together that without each other....there nothing really? Well were kinda like that. Cookies and milk? good seperate right? EXCELLENT together!!! Peanut butter and Jelly, Pilllows and Blankets, Peanut butter and Chocolate, Ketchup and Mustard, The Hotdog and the Bun, Ice cream and sprinkles, Cereal and Milk???? My sister Toni once said that me and "combat boots" were toxic without each other. I laughed when she said it but really I see what she's saying. When we were together in 2006...we didn't get into any trouble. We were both doing fine. Now recently since were apart we kinda get into trouble or do things we normally would do. I hate distance between relationships really I do, Whoever said absence makes the heart grow fonder can kick rocks. I find my heart telling me it's just because sub conciously we need each other..........But I know what your thinking.....What about "Adidas"?.....What about three stripes? Well as I have tryed to say and still say we are friends. He just makes things so damn difficult, why can't two people just be really cool friends? I told him I missed his friendship, but if that can't be handled what else can you do? Part of a friendship is wanting happiness for the other person. I want so bad for "Adidas" to find someone who loves him for him, someone who's heart is his and vice versa. I want true love for him because he deserves it. We didn't work out for reasons that he already knows the answer to but not once in that relationship did I lie to "Adidas". Any question he had about "Combat Boots" I answered honestly. Why? Because we were in a relationship and he deserved the truth. Now did he lie to me? Hell to the yea but it's in the past and it will stay there. As stated before I appriciate my friendship with "Adidas", I can "handle" my friendship with him. I wish he could to, but Im begining to see that there may be too many complications in us being friends. But you know what, I'll continue to still try......because I want to hear him one day talk about the girl who loves him for him, loves everything about him, loves him the way i love "Combat Boots".........purely, and truely without question or doubt.
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