Missing Puzzle Piece

Okay so every one knows distance puts a STRONG damper on a relationship no matter the situation.....It's just human nature we need some sort of affection and attention when in a relationship or something like it. Too me long distance is if a person is more than 2 states away. I can deal with you being out of state cuz it's called "traveling" but if you are 2 states away or out of the country, Plus if you REALLY TRUELY LOVE someone you should deal with things in order to be with them, to me that's long distance. Distance also puts alot of unecessary problems and drama between two people. I've been dealing with a distance issue with Jarvis every since i met him so i'm pretty much use to it. It sucks f*ckin ass but i can deal with it. Him......not so much. But, I really understand why he feels the way he does. I think maybe i'm more comfortable with it because i have all my family here in VA and all of my friends except one (Kida!!!!) in VA too. Jarvis has friends and family here in VA too but he feels there is more for him in Texas. I really don't have a problem packing up and going to Texas, really I don't, it's just that before i leave i have things to handle in VA just to make sure there's no issue when I get to Texas. I know it's kinda irritating to him. It's irritating to me too, I miss him just as much as he misses me, if not more. But i know one thing Patience is something I have all day, he is very impatient. But arn't somethings REALLY worth waiting for?.....HELL YEA!!!!

Get It Together Grouch!!!

Lately, i've felt like this guy. Don't get me wrong i'm happy for my friends. My homie Doni is plannin to move in with her boo, My homie Trice is happy with her boo (my cuddin), My homie Tito is with her boo livin it up, My homie Breeze is workin it out with the BD, and my sister Kristen is FINALLY in a happy healthy relationship, not to mention my other sister Toni has been with her boyfriend for 5 years now. Trust me i'm really happy for everybody, really i am but sometimes there's this little voice in me that's just like "i really don't want to hear it, damn i'm lonely". 100% pure Grouch ain't it??? I know, maybe that happens to everyone at a point in time. I wish my boo could be here with me, but he's over 1,000 miles and a 24 hour drive away! I know what your
thinking....."DAYUUUM!!" Yea I know right. But you know what on a brighter note good things come to those who wait. And I really don't blame my homegirls how could I? I know when my boo is here I'm with him all the time, and when your happy like that you want to share your happiness with your friends. So I understand. I guess untill my boo comes back home or I go see him (*24 hour drive =( *) I'll just have to get it together Grouch!!!..........