Gimmie Gimmie MORE!! Gimmie Gimmie!!!!

So i saw this cartoon and automatically thought of my current situation. Not to mention its hilarious. Hehe. Now im not trying to compare my past with my present, but in my past relationships i have always been in the position to see my boyfriend sort of when ever i want. Especially when i started driving, but even when i wasnt my boyfriends at least did what ever they could to see me. Welllllllllll thats not so much the case with my relationship now. Don't get me wrong my boo really tries to fit me into his schedule, he comes to see me on his days off, and if he's not sleep or at work then where is he??? With me :). And i appriciate every bit of time he does share with me.....But why am i complaining you ask?......I got a man who works hard, not alot of females can say that shit, and i agree BUT.....He works soooo hard that he gets sooooo sleepy i mean this boy sleeps like a pregnant woman! F*ck a nap he makes sure he gets his 8 full hours of Zzzz's!! And I understand that with the kind of work he does trust me when he gets off he is exhausted, and i really do understand but like i feel like i have to beg him to come see me, and that makes me feel akward (turtle) and neglected. I find myself saying "baby puhleeeese come see me alot" and one time on his day off he turned his phone off and just slept all day! I was pissed >:(. But all that aside no matter how many times I curse him out in my mind lol or no matter how many times i get mad at him, I still smile when someone asks about him, and i still call him my baby, even when im cursin him out in my head! I'll be like "uhg!!! he is pissin me off i swear that boy!! How he not gon come see me, oh but he care about me?! Uhg i can't stand my baby sometimes....:::think about it:::damn!! i mean i cant stand that boy!!!"Then i'll laught to myself and say....Brandy you know thats your baby :). On a up side my sister tells me "Brandy when it comes to Leon, your selfish and you can't see it" I mean he does do alot to make me happy.....He comes to see me at work when i ask him to for the most part, id say 85% out of 100% of the time when i ask him he comes to see me, he even got out of bed to bring me some apple jacks to my job :).....hey...i was hungry! lol. So he's really a sweetheart, i dunno maybe i can be a brat at times, but he loves me and deals with it. And im thankful for that, I dont meeeean to be a brat its just that the times im with him are so good i always want to be around him. And sometimes id like for him to call me and want to see me. Sometimes i dont think he misses me very much, but who knows i could just be in "brat mode" or maybe i shoudl just chill out. But i dont think its too much to ask for someones time. You should never be too busy for the one you "love".......

Brandy are you blushing?!?!

This cartoon suits whats going on right now with me oh so well. lol. Well i never would have thought in a million gatrillion (yes it's a word) years that i would meet a guy worth 2 cents in the club of all places. And thats just what happened. A few fridays ago i went to Have a Crap day cafe, i really did NOT want to go but my homies were there so i went any way. I drove up there by myself in a hoodie and some sneakers, im already pissed due to previous events so im in a crappy mood when i get in. I walk over to my homies Trice, Nigga Don, CJ, Bernard, and some weird dude that wont with them he was just starin at us cause he had no friends. I say whats up and we starin two steppin to the music, Trice was already feelin right and i think nigga Don was sippin so i was like "Let me go get my signature drink"....I told the homies id be back in a sec and walked over to the bar. I told the Bartender to let me get an "amaretto sour".....this dude took fooooooorrrrreverrrrr so long that finally i was just about to walk off, well good thing i didnt because a cutie walked up and asked did i want a drink. I got my drink...what else?....thats right! amaretto sour and took my sips. The cutie just smiled and walked away. I was like well damn thanks for the drink...he didn't even ask my name. It bothered me, but i started loosenin up with that drink lol. So me and the homies is straight chillin drinking and laughin at lames in the club when i realize "hey self, that cute boy never came backa nd the club closes in 15 minutes" so i tell the homies..."i'll be right back" and i hand the rest of my current drink to Bernard. I walk over to the cutie and say "excuse me, you bought me a drink and didnt even ask to dance with me, let alone my friggin name, whats up with that?" well we exchanged names and ages and hometowns, all the basics, but then he shocked me yall....If ANY other dude had of did this shit i woulda smacked the shit outta his ass but for some reason....i didn't smack him lol i couldn't. He looked at me and grabbed my hoodie :::my thought "what the hell he grabbin me for?"::: He said "I'm not doing this to disrespect you in anyway but i just have to do this" :::my thought "please don't hurt me....this is creeepy"::: Don't ask me why i didn't move but after that he kissed me....and I kissed them lips right back....in fact i think i kissed him walking out of the club, on the side walk walking to the car, by the stop light, we kissed so much that Doni and Bernard had to literally come pull us apart. hehe. Well he chilled with me and the homies that whole night and as much as i digged his personallity and his kisses lol i figured "yea it's just a club thing". But people, I was WRONG oh booooyyyyy was i wrong, since that friday night i have seen the cutie almost everyday but one and that one day he was sick with the cold i gave him :( (sorry babe) He is incredibly sweet, with in 2 weeks he's been more open and honest with me then some guys were with me for months! He only wants to make me happy even though i kinda blow up on him for dumb reasons. I reeeally gotta stop that. But honestly he's like a breath of fresh air to me.I havent been this happy in a while. Today he came to see me at work, and before he came i told my homie Lui "watch out for my babes just in case im not up here when he comes", well another coworker heard me and when a guy walked in she was like "Brandy, is that him?" Lui was like nope when he walks in Brandy will light up like a light bulb. lol. I laughed and said "shut up" but soon as i saw himi proved Lui right, he walked throught the door and i lit up like a christmas tree :) They both said i was blushing i don't think was doing all of that but i was cheesing.....alot :D. What can i say he keeps me smiling and i dont think theres a limit to how much he can make me smile....

Movie of the Week!!!!

Monica: One game, one on one.
Quincy: For what?
Monica: Your heart.

Thats my favorite part from one of my favorite movies. I know yall have been waiting ages for my next couple of the week lol but until i fix a few kinks in that segment im starting something new, Movie of the Week! This weeks movie is Love and Basketball, it came out in 2000. If you don't know what it's about it stars Omar Epps as "Quincy" and Sanaa Lathan as "Monica" they grow up next to each other in los angeles and both want to be basketball players, As the two struggle to reach their goals of playing professionally, they must also deal with their emotions for each other. It's an awesome movie, contains one of my FAVORITE songs and is most definitely a tear jerker!